Energy-Moving-Crayon by Judith Kondo
Well, here's how it's going for me. Yesterday I did a drawing and kept my eyes open for the first time. And I thought, this is progress! My eyes were open and I used more than one color and it vaguely looked like something! Then I did another one this morning and wrote afterward both times. I noticed, though, that I was not moved to share either drawing and the writing I did just didn't ring true for me (at first I wrote, "didn't wring true"!)
Then all day today I've felt out of sorts and cranky and heavy and bored. I finally decided to try going back to my original way of letting the energy move my hand. And I feel reconnected! And like I can breathe again. I'm amazed at the incredible drawings and paintings I'm seeing from all of you but I'm just going to stick to this energy-moving-crayon thing until further notice from something inside me. I know no one's judging me but they are pretty primitive. Nevertheless, I claim them as my own. It's a little freaky to share them but I actually like them a lot. :-)
Writing:
"This loving space of empty, unknowing openness is my very own heart space of sharing and to practice being there is a deeper purpose for me than i knew. Once the lines are drawn out, the vibration of the energy lingers and touches my life and who I am and what I write and say. No other purpose will give me as much pleasure and authority as this one: to linger in the state of not knowing and not saying and not expressing - the best of both worlds."
Then all day today I've felt out of sorts and cranky and heavy and bored. I finally decided to try going back to my original way of letting the energy move my hand. And I feel reconnected! And like I can breathe again. I'm amazed at the incredible drawings and paintings I'm seeing from all of you but I'm just going to stick to this energy-moving-crayon thing until further notice from something inside me. I know no one's judging me but they are pretty primitive. Nevertheless, I claim them as my own. It's a little freaky to share them but I actually like them a lot. :-)
Writing:
"This loving space of empty, unknowing openness is my very own heart space of sharing and to practice being there is a deeper purpose for me than i knew. Once the lines are drawn out, the vibration of the energy lingers and touches my life and who I am and what I write and say. No other purpose will give me as much pleasure and authority as this one: to linger in the state of not knowing and not saying and not expressing - the best of both worlds."