One Day Soon

One day soon it will be time to test these wings that I have been stitching and sewing and piecing together from the fragments of my life. One day soon I will discover how well they fare in the human world out there. Will they keep me afloat above the harried world below? This time, will they free me from the shackles of my own limited beliefs about who I really am and what is really possible?

I know that reality is what is right now and is not limited to what our physical senses can perceive. My journey has at least taught me that much. But I also know that my humanness, which still remains quite tangible, feels the changes that time and space seem to impose upon it. That humanness knows that when the spring winds come this time, I will be as ready as ever to make use of them. 

One day soon I will live in the trust that my life is held by a force far greater than the material security I have been taught to have faith in. I have lived this way before, but I had not yet cleared out the catacombs of my own unconscious mind. I had not yet danced with my demons and sang with my angels as I have in these last years of creative reclusion. 

I feel "one day soon" within me as a palpable substance. It is not in the future, but right now, right here. It is a curious sensation to feel the future in the present. To be right here and sense the potential of the universe that is not yet now, although it is..........